Poem Collection - Reality or Vanity?

Reality Or Vanity?

The world potrays itself so superficially
But yet admiration is beyond as beautifully
The mind plays tricks believing in delusion
Trusting the wrong by dreaming of an illusion
My life revolving around the true and untrue
Various times it's depressing and so blue
Untouched emotions waiting to be awakened
But once touched everything becomes disheartened
True self-awareness now creeping into reality
Will I still remain trapped in this vanity?