Will I ever find the truth behind?

Will I ever find the truth behind?

I'm standing in the dark
Searching for my broken heart
Shattered into thousand pieces
Just left stranded alone in here
Will someone come and pick me up?
I hate this feeling of devastation
Its killing me inside so slowly
Why does this never end
My past keeps haunting me
I try my best to keep in tact
But I fail even so badly
From time to time I ask myself
Will I ever find the truth behind?